IF WE WERE A MOVIE

Uh oh, there you go again talkin' cinematic> Yeah you, you're charming got everybody star struck
I know, how you always seem to go
For the obvious
Instead of me
But get a ticket and you'll see

CHORUS
If we were a movie
You'd be the right guy
And I'd be the best friend
That you'd fall in love with in the end
We'd be laughing
Watching the sunset
Fade to black
Show the names
Play the happy song

Yeah. yeah when you call me I can hear it in your voice
Oh sure, want to see me and tell me all about her
La, la I'll be acting through my tears
Guess you'll never know that I should win
An Oscar for this scene I'm in

CHORUS

Wish I could tell you there's a twist
Some kind of hero in disguise
And we're together it's for real, now playing
Wish I could tell you there's a kiss
Like something more in my mind, I see it
Could be amazing

CHORUS

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IF I EVER HAVE A GUY FOR A BESTFRIEND,
(like that'll ever happen)
will i fall in love with him too?

♥♥♥

and the lion falls in love the lamb

I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU

i really don't know who's this YOU,
but i need someone to LOVE and to love me,
cause i'm feeling so insecure now.

I GOT OVER YOU, NOW I'M EMPTY.

and i used to like lester,
and i still do.
but as a friend now.


i need someone to hold me,
to tell me I LOVE YOU
to make all my insecurities go away
i need someone to wipe all my tears away
and to make me whole again.
will that someone ever be you?

looks like i'm not going crazy after all.

i'm getting too obsessed with the jonas brothers.
I HAVE TO STOP.
this is going too far now.

its like i'm thinking of them every day and night,
and that is driving me crazy.

STOPSTOPSTOP PLEASE.
DO IT FOR ME; JUST STOP THINKING OF THEM.
i'll never be a dream come true
so WAKE UP AND GET ON WITH IT.

they're just pop icons,
i can't idolise them.
this has to stop now.

i shall stop fantasising over them,
its going too far.
no more
no more
no more.

its time to stop
its time to stop
its time to stop
its time to stop

and wake up too please.

what you hope for will never come true.

they will never know you

they will never see you.

they will never talk to you.

so give up,
let go
and get back to life.

its getting too far now.

i don't want to be like IDOLISING them
and be like those screaming fans in those videos.
its stupid.

but do i really want to,
i really have to ask myself that.

wake up, guve up, let go.
NOW.

PLEASE.
I'M BEGGING YOU.

I LOVE CAMP ROCK :D
demi lovato and joe jonas rocks.
JOE JONAS IS THE BOMB ♥

MEMORIES.

It’s a scary feeling,
To lose your relatives/loved ones.
It’s just such a scary feeling, that it even saddens me to think about it. And I just might cry. Just a dream I had one night made me cry. It’s really scary. I really don't want to lose anyone I love, I don't want to. But then again, I might see them in heaven one day. But it takes forever.

I had a dream that I lost mommy, and it was so frightening. I can't imagine doing so many things without her, and that she does so many things for me. Its like after the dream that I realized that I took her for granted for so many times, for the things that she does for me. These little things that she does for me, I never knew that they'll mean so much in the end. In the end, when she passes on, and I look back at every thing, they'll mean just so much to me, everything to the smallest detail. Her cooking lunch, dinner for the family. Buying things for me. Shopping with me, talking to me, playing with me, and me being able to share my secrets with her. She did so many things for me, more than I can list here, and what I only can say is a thank you, and that’s so insufficient, after looking back at all the things she did for me.

Well, when I lost my grandfather, I didn't have many memories about him, because I had never spent much time with him, and that I can't remember much about him.
It’s been almost 3 years, yet I still feel sad when I think about him. I remember that he promised me something but sadly, he didn't live to fulfill it. He promised that one day, he'll bring me to Disneyland. True, its funny, but it means so much to me now. That day he passed away, all I could think of is that he made that promise to me, and that he liked to play with me when I was young, that’s all. And then I cried and cried, and I really wanted him to fulfill his promise. And I wish that he was still with me.
Dear God, can I have my Grandfather back? A moment spent with him will do. I didn't get to see him for the last time, now, I want to just talk to him ONE LAST TIME. Please.
I MISS HIM LOADS. ):
(And now, because of this, I hate it when people break their promises to me.)


I don't want to take anyone for granted, and I shall try very hard to do so.

DID FILMING TODAY ! :D
had fun,
especially with such crappy people like vito and clara .
really enjoyed it,
that was the best filming i ever had. (:
(as compared to the past ones.)
super joke.
"studying is a good way to destress !!"
hahahaha :D
& i do love my cca.



Plus,
i'm still SUPER obsessed over the jonas brothers X)
THEY LOOK SO CUTE+HOT. <3
I WANT TO SEE THEM IN REAL LIFE,
CAN I PRETTY PLEASEEEEEEEE.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
IF I CAN ONLY CHOOSE ONE,
I WANT TO SEE JOE JONAS.:D
I'M NOT THAT GREEDY OKAY.
(PS. NICK JONAS TOO?)
HAHAHAHAHAHA (:

I'm obsesssed with good looking guys.
and I think I'm mad.
hahahahaha


I ♥ JONAS BROTHERS
especally joe and nick jonas :DDDDDD
THEY LOOK SO HOT. :D

the one on the left and middle :D NICK JONAS , JOE JONAS
ZOMGGGGGGGGGGGG.

IF I COULD, I WANT A BOYFRIEND AS HOT AS THEM (:
but i know i'm dreaming.



and now i shall attempt a long post, (:
LATER. :D

I'M VERY PATHETIC INDEED.
I LIED SO THAT I WOULDN'T HAVE TO GO FOR THE CHURCH RETREAT.

THIS IS STUPID.

you make me feel very special ;
thats why i fell in love with you.
♥♥♥













and thats also the reason why i feel dumb.











and,
LESTER SIM was the FIRST GUY that I went out with,
ALONE.
I guess thats why I started liking him.
its a funny feeling,
but it was great.
I want to do more of these,
pleaseeeeeeeeeee(:

I'M NOT THAT TOY THAT YOU CAN USE WHEN YOU'RE BORED,
I'M NOT YOUR BACKUP.
I'M NOT ONE THAT YOU CAN TAKE FOR GRANTED.
I HATE BEING USED.


I NEED LOVE TOO YOU KNOW.









AND I THINK I'M GOING DESPERATE ;
I'M DYING FOR A BOYFRIEND.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
I WANT TO BE LOVED BY HIM,
TO GET A HUG FROM HIM,
TO BE KISSED BY HIM,
TO BE EVERYTHING TO HIM.
♥♥♥

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I REALLY DO.
I THINK ;

♥♥♥

I'M FALLING IN LOVE AGAIN AND I THINK I'M SEROIUSLY GOING CRAZY.
I REALLY HATE MYSELF,
LIKE, WHATS WRONG WITH ME.

CAN I CRY PLEASE?

WHY AM I SO OBSESSESED WITH PEOPLE CALLED WEISIANG/WEIXIANG
OR IS TALL AND SKINNY?
I'M REALLY GOING MAD.
ARRRRRRRRRGH.


&HEARTS;&HEARTS;&HEARTS;

I LOVEPOSTINGHERE.2

HAD AMATHSPAPER TODAY,
AND I'M VERY HAPPY INDEED.
CAUSE I KNOW I TRIED MY HARDEST TO FINISH THE PAPER,
AND I DID NOT GIVE UP AT ALL !!
YAY ME. :DDD

THEN, AFTER THE FINAL PAPER (!!)
HEADED DOWN TO NOVENA TO FIND LESTER AT TTSH
TO GIVE HIM HIS PSP.
CUUSE HE WANTED TO PUT IN NEW GAMES (DIGIMON II) LMAO.
THEN HE DECIDED TO TREAT ME TO FISH&CO.
HAHAHAHAHA.
YUM. (:
I LOVE THE BEST FISH AND CHIPS IN TOWN, :D
NOT THE CORRIANDER. (LOTS AND LOTS AND LOTS OF VEGGIES)
THEN, BEFORE PAYING,
LESTER ASKED IF HE COULD USE NETS, AND THE PERSON SAID NO.
SO HE LEFT ME IN THE RESTURANT WHILE HE WENT DOWN TO GET MONEY.
LOL.

THEN WENT TO FOODCOURT TO BUY FOOD FOR HIS MAID,
THEN WENT TO DOUGHNUT FACTORY TO GET DOUGHNUTS !! :D
JODI <3 DOUGHNUT.
BOUGHT A DARK CHOCOLATE AND PEANUT BUTTER DOUGHNUT FOR MUMMY. (:
AND LESTER BOUGHT 6 TO PLESAE HIM MUM. HAHAHA
AND THIS IS WHAT HE SAYS "MY MOTHER VERY EASY TO PLEASE ONE (:"
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

AND LIKE OMG.
HIS CHINESE NAME IS WEIXIANG.
伟翔
AND I KNOW ANOTHER PERSON CALLED WEISIANG
伟祥
WHY ARE THERE SO MANY PEOPLE WITH THE NAME WEISIANG ?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

I FEEEL VERY RANDOM NOW.
ANYWAY, I CAN TYPE ANYTHING I LIKE HERE AND NO ONE'LL EVER READ IT. (:

PS. LESTER WATCHES THE SWAN PRINCESS. AND HE LIKES IT. :D
HAHAHAHA

i don't want you to go,
but i know it can't be.
i'm in too deep,
can't get myself out now.

ILOVEYOU.